Bad girl drunk by six

Kissing some kind stranger's lips

Smoked too many cigarettes today

I'm not happy, I'm not happy

Something's happened and I can't go back

I fall apart every time you hand

your heart out to me

What happens now,

I know I don't deserve you

I wonder how

I'm ever gonna hurt you

Can't bring myself to let you go

I don't want to cause you any pain

But I love you just the same

And you'll always be my baby

In my heart I know we've come apart

And I don't know where to start

What can I do, I don't wanna feel blue .

In my hallucination

I saw my beloved's flower garden

In my vertigo, in my dizziness

In my drunken haze

Whirling and dancing like a spinning wheel

I saw myself as the source of existence

I was there in the beginning

And I was the spirit of love

Now I am sober